Thursday, 22 December 2011

Sometimes all you want to do it scream

This morning was a complete disaster, I have no idea how it started but it ended with David writing me a note to tell me he was leaving for ever and Thomas running around the bedrooms like he was a chicken with out his head anymore.  It was unbelievable.  I thought it would never end and after calming David down by consistently talking to him and not giving eye contact to him and letting him mouth off at me it was over. 

At one stage I was in David's room and he was trying to hurt himself so I did my usual thing of holding him down, which is a tough thing to do when he is nearly as tall as me and has such a lot of strength, and Thomas came in and started laughing at David and calling him a baby.  How the hell is that supposed to help. 

It took nearly 3 hours to calm David down and to get Thomas to realise what he was doing wasn't helping but OMG I felt like screaming. 

Now everything is calm again and it was like as though nothing happened this morning whatsoever.  Lets hope tomorrow is calm as well but you can never tell in this household.

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